FANTASTIC PLAYROOM

2010-07-09T17:28:00.001+07:00

via Random Walk and original posted by fuckyeahbabies

Still The Favourite

2010-07-09T16:14:00.002+07:00

Dedicated To You

2010-07-08T22:37:00.004+07:00

Malam ini merupakan malam yang tidak biasa..Malam ini saya berubah menjadi seseorang yang tidak pernah saya ketahui ada di dalam diri saya. Saat saya menulis ini, saya hanya ditemani beberapa lagu yang sering disebut “mellow”. Kenapa saya tiba-tiba mendengarkan lagu mellow? Karena saya merasa mellow saat ini. Pada malam ini terjadi sebuah kejadian tidak biasa. Pada awalnya ini hanyalah kejadian biasa, namun tiba-tiba berubah menjadi tidak biasa setelah terjadi keterbukaan pikiran satu sama lain. Rasanya ingin menangis. Sangat ingin menangis. Tapi entah kenapa malam ini saya tidak menangis selama biasanya. Susah rasanya meluapkan semua melalui tangisan malam ini. Akhirnya saya hanya menangis seadanya. Walaupun akhirnya tetap menangis dan hanya seadanya, tapi rasanya masih belum total. Dan tiba-tiba saya mulai berpikir dan saya mulai berpikir jauh ke belakang. Jauh sebelum kejadian malam ini. Jauh ke titik kita masih merasa “baik-baik saja” walaupun sebenarnya tidak ada yang benar-benar baik. Dari situ saya mulai melihat kejadian demi kejadian serta perlakuan anda kepada saya. Saya menyadari ternyata anda bukan seperti yang ada pada umumnya. Anda memiliki pandangan sendiri mengenai suatu hubungan, anda memiliki cara sendiri untuk menunjukkan perasaan anda kepada saya. Saya pun akhirnya mendapat pelajaran penting untuk hari ini, bahwa anda menunjukkan rasa sayang anda kepada saya melalui banyak pengorbanan dan kesabaran yang tidak pernah saya lihat sebelumnya. Anda adalah teman terbaik saya, sahabat terbaik saya, kakak terbaik saya, dan pacar terbaik saya dan saya sangat menyayangi anda.. Saya minta maaf untuk semua kata-kata saya, saya minta maaf untuk semua perilaku saya terhadap anda, saya minta maaf untuk selalu bertindak sepihak... Terima kasih untuk kesabaran anda kepada saya, terima kasih untuk semua.. ♥♥♥

A Professional Make Up Kit As A Birthday Present

2010-06-12T14:22:00.003+07:00

August is still far from today, but I guess I already know what would I want for my birthday present... A Professional Make Up Kit... I would love to do some experiment on make up while doing some photo shoot for my own portfolio :) But, I doubt that someone would really bought me this.. So I'll keep dreaming and dreaming until I've had enough money to buy it myself...

I'm Back

2010-05-22T12:12:00.006+07:00

I've finally back to this blog after a long time busy with something else. Well first, let me introduce you to my friends at Universitas Multimedia Nusantara. They're all my classmate.
We're all together at DKV-i... We've got so much fun being part of this class :)

I actually got a boyfriend here... Here's his picture....

.....and me :p

These are my friends that I really love so much...you can say, best!

best of the best

Remembering HIStory

2009-07-09T13:28:00.003+07:00

When I was about 3 years old, I always said to myself and everyone around me that the Man in Black and White suit was my brother. He was our beloved KING OF POP Michael Joseph Jackson a.k.a Jacko. When I was around that age, I always spent some times in a day to watch him through laser disc.

Last night, when I saw his memorial on tv, I dropped lots of tears to hear his songs and his daughter's speech. I am totally speechless and dropped my tears after Mariah Carey sang I'll Be There. I went to my room, turn on my mp3 player, listening to his songs and then cried. I feel so sad and I really really lost my SUPERSTAR EVER!

Bye Michael, may you REST IN PEACE and you will always be my BROTHER in a BLACK AND WHITE suit for me!

I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU

Hey Jude

2009-05-22T13:19:00.001+07:00

The movement you need is on your shoulder

Key Of Successful Life!

2009-05-06T16:35:00.001+07:00

Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value

- Albert Einstein

GO save yourself!

2009-04-18T14:28:00.001+07:00

I'm trying to change,
To make the best for us.
But I'm just the same,
Same as I ever was.

Oh, and if you stay with me,
Honestly, it's what i want.
But if you stay with me,
I know I hurt too much.

So won't you save,
Save yourself,
By leaving me now,
For someone else.
If I'm crying now,
Don't listen to it,
It's only my heart,
It's only my heart.

So tell me I'm on,
Please, won't you change my mind?
This love's so intense,
Sometimes it can leave you blind.

Oh, and if you stay with me,
Honestly, it's what i want.
But if you stay with me,
I know I hurt too much.

So won't you save,
Save yourself,
By leaving me now,
For someone else.
If I'm crying now,
Don't listen to it,
It's only my heart,
It's only my heart.

And I don't wanna let you go, but I know,
That it's the right thing to do, baby.
And i don't think I'm that strong,
To say goodbye,
I don't wanna see you cry.

So won't you save,
Save yourself,
By leaving me now,
For someone else.
If I'm crying now,
Don't listen to it,
It's only my heart,
It's only my heart.

WINGED CREATURES

2009-04-10T21:07:00.003+07:00

At first, I thought this film was full of boredness. We have to pay attention to every single memory from the cast. The film was about five people who is the witnesses of a murdered in a diner. They have to suffer from the trauma they had. We can see how these people were trying so hard to got suffered.

COOL!

2009-04-10T20:43:00.007+07:00

I THINK THEY'RE COOL!

Akhirnya datang juga (harinya)

2009-04-10T19:17:00.004+07:00

Setelah sekian lama akhirnya gw bisa menepati janji gw juga haha. Akhirnya gw bisa mengembalikan seseorang ke tempat dia seharusnya berada :D. Walaupun banyak janji gw yang sampe sekarang belom bisa ditepatin, tapi ada satu janji gw yang akhirnya bisa gw tepatin. Mengembalikan dia ke teman-teman lamanya. Gosh that feels GREAT! I'm sorry for being hard for all this time but I'm wishing you the best for you and your old life with your old friends. I also wanna say thanks for being my friend for all this months. Thanks for being a really really good friend of mine who always listen to me and help me through the bad day :) Way to go folks!GBU

Gosh I Love This!

2009-04-10T18:51:00.002+07:00

Sounds cheesy but it's true

MY FUCKIN' WISH LIST

2009-04-10T15:05:00.010+07:00

I WANT THEM ALL!

Things I Would Like To Hear

2009-04-10T11:03:00.002+07:00

Songs of the day!

"Who Is Your Soulmate?" Quiz

2009-04-09T17:37:00.004+07:00

I was sitting in front of my notebook when suddenly the bored feelings came and made me try one of the facebook quiz named "Who is Your Soulmate?" and here comes the result!

The fact is
1. He is taller than me. It's about 5-6 inches.
2. He is SLIM and also SLIMMER than me hahaha
3. He is a MUSICIAN and that's what makes me fall deeper for him :D
4. And yes we MET at a Church when we were both still at JHS.
5. I still don't know if it's going to happen or not :)

BURNING

2009-04-06T17:53:00.002+07:00

Something is burning inside like fireworks DAMN!

Awesome

2009-04-06T17:38:00.004+07:00

When I was at my friend's house she gave me sometihng to see. It's a link to someone's blog and it contains lots of awesome picture. She is so GODDAMN CREATIVE! To see the page click here

Good Graffiti lol

2009-03-23T17:13:00.003+07:00

I found this picture when I was trying to find my friend on flickr lol nice graffiti there!

Summer Sonic 2009

2009-03-23T13:54:00.005+07:00

I think Summer Sonic was kind of music festival like Java Jazz in Indonesia. Let's say Summer Sonic is Japanesse's Java Jazz but the artist was more interesting lol. Why? Because, when I saw the artist Lineup for Summer Sonic 2008 I saw Coldplay, MGMT, The Ting Tings, Sex Pistol, Panic at The Disco, One Republic, The Kooks, Alicia Keys, etc. Wasn't that great?LOL and I believe this year will be AWESOME! Because I saw My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Beyonce, Nine Inch Nails, CSS, Klaxons, Tahiti 80, etc. I really wish I could go there but it's too far and I don't know if I can afford the tickets (damn!). I'm still trying to get more informations about it but the website was made with those fuckin'-Japanesse-language which I don't understand at all and I'm getting sick of looking for the ticket price and artist Lineup.Ahh!hopefully I could go there and I also hope that someone would buy me the ticket for my birthday present!(hell yeah, you wish!) because the event will be held on 7,8,9 August which is it's one day after my birthday hihi

my first surgery

2009-03-22T19:15:00.002+07:00

this picture was made by Sapphira Singgih a.k.a Whale hihi she was my friend since i was in JHS hih she made this before i got the surgery to wish me luck because this is my first surgery lol and luckily the surgery went well. i can't go to school for a while but i'll be there on Tues because i'm still on my recovery now.i thanks for the pic folks.love ya!xoxo

If I Fell

2009-02-18T10:23:00.003+07:00

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand?
'Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands
If I give my heart to you,
I must be sure
From the very start
That you,
Would love me more than her
If I trust in you oh please,
Don't run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her,
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I,
Would be sad if our new love,
Was in vain
So I hope you see that I,
Would love to love you,
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two.
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I,
Would be sad if our new love,
Was in vain
So I hope you see that I,
Would love to love you,
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two.
If I fell in love with you

eight days a week

2009-02-13T21:16:00.005+07:00

Ooh I need your love babe,
Guess you know it's true.
Hope you need my love babe,
Just like I need you.
Hold me, love me, hold me, love me
Ain't got nothing but love babe,
Eight days a week.
Love you every day boy,
Always on my mind.
One thing I can say boy,
Love you all the time.
Hold me, love me, hold me, love me.
Ain't got nothing but love boy,
Eight days a week.
Eight days a week
I love you.
Eight days a week
Is not enough to show I care.

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The Little Things

2009-02-03T21:01:00.001+07:00

The little things, you do to me are,
Taking me over, I wanna show you
That everything inside of me oh,
Like a nervous heart beat, is crazy beating
I'm feeling stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

Back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sitting by myself and wondering
Better off better off, with out you boy

The little things, you do to me are,
Taking me over, I wanna show you
That everything inside of me oh,
Like a nervous heart beat, is crazy beating
I'm feeling stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

Back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sitting by myself and wondering
Better off better off, with out you boy

Don't just leave
Me, hanging on
Don't just leave
Me, hanging on

The little things you do to me are
Taking me over, I wanna show you
That everything inside of me you are,
Like a nervous heart beat, is crazy beating
I'm feeling stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, I wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

So don't just leave, leave me hanging on

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this ain't just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sitting by myself wondering(so don't just leave, leave me hanging on)
Better off better off, without you boy(so don't just leave, leave me hanging on)

So don't just leave, leave me hanging on
Don't just leave,
Leave me hanging on
Leave me hanging on
So don't just leave, leave me hanging on

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You Are The Universe

2009-01-18T15:34:00.002+07:00

You're the future, and you've come for what is yours
The hidden treasure, locked behind the hidden doors
And the promise of a day that's shiny new
Only a dreamer, could afford this point of view
But you're a driver, not a passenger in life
And if you're ready, you won't have to try 'cause

You are the Universe
And there ain't nothin' you can't do
If you conceive it, you can achieve it
That's why, I believe in you, yes I do

You're a winner, so do what you came here for
The secret weapon, isn't secret anymore
You're a driver, never passenger in life
And when you're ready, you won't have to try 'cause

You are the Universe
And there ain't nothin' you can't do
If you conceive it, you can achieve it
That's why, I believe in you, yes I do

You are the Universe
And there ain't nothin' you can't be
If you conceive it, you can achieve it
That's why, I believe in you, and I believe in me

(Yes I do
Believe in you
I do)

You're a driver, not a passenger in life
And when you're ready, you won't have to try 'cause

You are the Universe

The Greatest Cousin Ever :)

2009-01-17T14:10:00.005+07:00

When I was a little girl, I knew someone who always care for me. We hadn't been seeing since I was 9. He was the one that I really want to meet since. I kept thinking about him since I never met him again. We never talked anymore until I finally met him again. That's funny though because we're both changing. That's the nicest day in my life. But now, we're only talked by the internet. But he's still my GREATEST COUSIN I've ever had. I MISSED HIM :D

Have You Seen My Childhood?

2009-01-15T14:42:00.002+07:00

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood...

So Nice - Olivia

2009-01-02T20:32:00.001+07:00

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little summer song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it could be nice...

Nice Memories That I've been Missing

2008-12-28T14:05:00.003+07:00

I've had a chat with my cousin last night, he's my pally,and that was a great chat! We haven't seen each other for a long time. It was like 7 years ago. We've finally met at Aunt Lita's house for Christmas Eve and it was last year hahaha. We were talking about our childhood, mine mostly. That was nice because a chat with a good pal can bring your memories back about your childhood that you've been missing :)

I'm...

2008-08-06T18:29:00.001+07:00

celebrating the day!! ;)